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"There is a void in me, too." She sniffled and wiped a tear from her pearlescent cheek.

it took me a whole month of debate on whether i should enter this dta or not. my reason is very personal and i was afraid
if i explained, it would come off as if i was trying to win through pity lol.. BUT i gave in. though i really, really hope it's not
like too.. over the top? more than anything i just want to share and you're free to feel however you like about it...

the thing is this year i experienced loss in the family for the first time. the girl who always would cheer me on even if i barely knew how to draw yet.
my sister when i didn't have any siblings. my biggest idol growing up, the person i looked to for the greatest part of my childhood, passed away.
my cousin..

the feeling it left was very.. strange? i still haven't really wrapped my head around it. but i guess if i needed to use a concrete word for
it, it'd be "void," and i'm glad it was brought up in the poem attached to the dta. she also loved white roses the most, so i tried
including a faint rose field in the background.

uhhh. the girl in this picture is a character i made to match the paca. i named her "campanella," after a character in "night on the galactic railroad"
if you know the story it makes a lot more sense, i promise. they both have experienced a similar type of loss, which is why the void in campanella's chest mirrors
the paca's markings. it's rough for the both of them, but they find each other in the midst of it and help each other feel less alone.

since this piece is pretty personal i'd rather the winner not use it! sorry haha

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